Reason #100: On the Road Again
Saturday, March 28th, 2009
There is something amazingly liberating, at least to me, about taking to the highway. I have always enjoyed just going. The “where” never really mattered that much. That is, until I ended up “there” and then began the process of wondering why I ever made the journey. Why? Because the “joy” is in the journey. One of my all-time favorite books is the Jack Kerouac “beatnik” classic, On the Road. It is about nothing much except just just going and all the strange and wonderful events that transpire on the journey. I remember in the book Kerouac describes the frequent day-dream of holding an impossibly long “scythe” out the window of the car and mowing down the countryside as he whizzed down the highway. The amazing thing about that is that as a kid I would always have the same daydream as I peered out the window at the passing scenes on a long journey. Amazing how human minds are so interconnected as to capable of having the same strange thought, isn’t it? For two completely unrelated people to have the same bizarre thought or dream seems to reinforce the whole notion that ”thoughts are things.” It is as if there is some great metaphysical reservoir, or primordial soup-bowl, of thoughts and dreams available for each of us to draw from, and some times two people may actually end up with the same thought, or even the same dream. Pretty cool, huh, or as Kerouac might have said, groovy man! And, no, I am not smoking anything this morning (yet), thank you. Well today is an exciting day because I once again get to take to the highways. And there is no place more exciting and adventurous to do so than Costa Rica. Today the destination is “la frontera” or our northern border with Nicaragua. It is not a pleasure trip so to speak, because I am currently “illegal” and have to go there to renew my passport and be “legal” again. Beyond the border, I will probably end up in San Juan del Sur or Granada sipping Flor de Caña (Nicaragua’s excellent rum) and talking with the locals of the most recent exploits of Daniel Ortega. I love traveling like this because it always provides the time for some deep reflection. I seem to do my greatest thinking either in the toilet, or on the road (sorry for that mental picture). And I never travel the “conventional” way. You know the main highway. No for me it is always those delightful and pot-hole ridden back-roads. Those are the places where real discoveries can be made. And it never hurts to stop at a few local watering holes (with Pablo doing the driving, of course). What is the “unconventional” route that we will take today? Well we will travel the Pan-American for a short distance from San Jose to San Ramon. Then the real fun begins. We will exit the highway and drive north towards the Arenal Volcano. We will pass the gorgeous primary cloud forest of San Lorenzo in route. Once we arrive at the volcano we will continue on a northerly course to Upala. Upala is actually very close to the border, but there is no “official” crossing there. However, once I crossed the border near Upala with my friend Yuri. We rode about four hours through the jungle to Lake Nicaragua, me riding on the back of a “buey,” or ox, and Yuri on a donkey. And that is the god’s honest truth. This time we will cross in a more orderly and legal fashion at Peñas Blancas. We will take a dirt road from Upala over to La Cruz and along the way pass by the Rincón de la Vieja volcano and many other beautiful sights on this peaceful, but very bumpy, back road. The journey will take about five hours, but maybe for us longer due to frequent “refreshment” stops along the way. I am so excited just thinking about it that I must stop writing and start packing. One of the real joys of living in Costa Rica is being on the road, again. Hasta luego!

These days there ain’t a whole lot to get “fired-up” about. In the words of Hank Williams, Jr., “the interest is up and the stock market’s down and you only get mugged if you go downtown.” It really makes one feel “boxed in.” Sure, I still have many reasons to “count my blessings,” but even that exercise doesn’t seem to do the trick these days. So what’s the answer in times like these? Any one out there got any suggestions? Well, since I am the “genius” writing this post, I guess I’d better come up with a few myself. Of course there is the whole “live for something larger than yourself” idea that I have espoused countless times in this blog, so I will spare you more of that, today. Although, it is true and does work. But sometimes you just don’t feel like it, and for me now is one of those times. So I guess the thing to “hone in” on is the idea of “process.” It seems that we are always trying to “arrive” at some elusive destination, like Santiago, the poor shepherd boy in The Alchemist. It is just that life throws up so many obstacles that sometimes that destination seems only a distant dream. So maybe we should change the focal point from the destination to the process? Huh? Well, what I mean is rather than focusing so intently on where we want to be (and where we are not at the moment), maybe instead the focus should be on the process of getting there, “the precious present” as Spencer Johnson, M.D. wrote in his insightful short story. Because it is only when you can learn to enjoy the process that life begins to become enjoyable. That is, if every moment of “getting there” is a struggle and an uphill climb for you, then once you finally arrive (if you ever do) you will have wasted all that time you spent getting there being miserable…and that can be a lifetime! The prize at the end then doesn’t seem all that rewarding, or worse you might discover it is not even what you really want. Maybe that is why many who arrive at great fame and fortune end up in disaster (names like Presley, Belushi, Joplin, Hendrix and many others come to mind). Is it absolutely necessary to go through all that? Well, certainly there are always “dues to be paid” in the achievement of any worthwhile endeavor, but that doesn’t mean that the road to achievement has to be one of constant stress and pain. Right now that road for many (myself included) has taken a turn into territory that seems dark and foreboding and extremely difficult to navigate. Even so, moment by moment I have the choice to find joy in the journey. A great metaphor is the way my customers at
I am a little confused about this whole mess concerning Roberto Dobles, who just stepped down as the head of MINAET, Costa Rica’s Environment, Energy and Telecommunications Ministry.
You know I used to be a faithful listener to Rush Limbaugh. Some things he says make a lot of sense. But this whole notion that “global warming” is just a “hoax” concocted by liberals to increase taxes and big government is beyond absurd. Let’s look at it this way. What if? What if it is true? I don’t believe there is any scientist who can tell you with 100% certainty that anthropogenic global warming is taking place and much less what the long-term consequences might be. By the same token, those handful of remaining scientific skeptics can neither tell you with 100% certainty that it is not. All they can do is offer alternative explanations for the empirical fact that the earth has gotten hotter. Ice on the polar caps is melting. Ocean levels are rising. Catastrophic weather events have increased. Let’s look at it this way. Even if human activity is not affecting the weather it is certainly affecting the planet. Air pollution has a negative effect. Clear cutting of forests has a negative effect. Empowering petro-dictators hell-bent on radical religious extremism has a negative effect. Disappearing species is not a good thing. I could go on and on. So why is it such a bad idea to try to clean up our act a little bit? Why is the notion of a “carbon tax” or a “cap and trade policy” so scary to a guy like Rush and his millions of followers? Why, as I have asked often in this blog, does every idea have to be painted with some political color? Any idea that involves cutting taxes for business gets painted blue and any idea that involves environmental conservation gets painted red. Aren’t there any ideas that could possibly be painted with a neutral color, like green. One that does not inspire political polarization and demonization. Ideas that are good for the planet are good for all of us, whether conservative or liberal, left or right, socialist or capitalist. Rush is quick to imbue any idea that would combat global warming with the diabolical leftist motivation of more taxes and big government. Well, what is his motivation? Is he “in the pocket” of the big oil companies, coal companies and other dirty fuel providers? Listen, it is easy to stand back and attack and demonize every idea that carries with it some pain of responsibility. A policy like “cap and trade” will impose pain on dirty fuel providers. It will raise the price for consuming energy that is supplied by those dirty fuels. But it can also inspire a whole new era of energy innovation that in the end could create more jobs, more wealth and at the same time help clean up our environment. Isn’t that a good thing, Rush….global warming arguments aside? And if, just if, this whole global warming thing turns out to really be true, clean energy policies could save our planet, and us along with it. Or is it that U.S. style over-consumption and greed (capitalism run amuck), such as we are witnessing these days with the $1 to $4 million dollar bonuses being paid with taxpayer dollars to AIG financial “masterminds,” too important to even consider ideas like environmental conservation and energy innovation? For a man with “talent on loan from god” I would think the answer shouldn’t be too difficult.
Have you ever seen the movie Amor en el Tiempo del Cólera (or Love in the Time of Cholera)? It is based on the celebrated
I have noticed through the years that there is a mysterious quality about suffering. I am speaking of all types of suffering and not just physical, but also financial, emotional, etc. There is probably no greater driver to human action than the threat of suffering and pain. The problem is that too often we allow it to drive us in a direction we don’t really want to go, as if we had no choice in the matter. Many throughout the world are suffering right now. They are suffering due to uncertainty about the future, which leads to a form of mental paralysis, which usually leads to, you guessed it, more suffering. When we are uncertain of what the future has in store we tend to stagnate or, even worse, retreat. The idea of moving forward scares the hell out of us. That is the way I feel right now and I will presume that many others are feeling the same way. But truthfully we can never really be sure of the future. So why are things so different now? Because even though we are uncertain of the future, we have convinced ourselves that it will be bad. However, one thing that I have learned through all my suffering, and I have done my share, is that there is a purpose to it. My strongest lunges forward in life have always come in the midst of suffering and uncertainly. Why would that be? Because those times made me think about my future and to dig deep to discover what actions I could take to shape it the way I wanted, rather than allowing circumstances of the present to do so. That is the choice that suffering brings and that is where the purpose in it lies. It forces us to visualize our future in the midst of the uncertainty, and to create in our minds a clearer picture of the way we want that future to look. This in turn motivates us to take action in the present to actually bring about that visualized result. And moreover, when we do that something else mysteriously begins to occur. It seems that when we visualize and then take action to actually create that mental picture, the “Universe” begins to conspire to bring about actions, circumstances and events that help us reach our goal. I know a lot has been written lately about “the secret” and the “law of attraction” as if it were the current “new age” religion. However, in my experience of life I can attest that this confluence of events that you might call coincidence or luck or divine providence actually does take place. I can’t explain it, though some have actually tried to put some scientific meat behind the whole notion of a law of attraction. I just know that it does exist and will work for our benefit if we make the right choice in the midst of our suffering. Because take it for granted that we will always make a choice. That is, either to succumb to whatever is bringing about the suffering as if it is your “lot in life” to be poor, hungry and miserable, or to allow that suffering to motivate you to visualize a better future and then take action to actually create it. Either way, you will attract something into your life, either good or bad. So our personal suffering, as frustrating as is it can be, does have a unique and individual purpose for us…..to either make us or break us. And you cannot run from it. Many tend to want to believe that they can escape suffering by running from it to Costa Rica. I am here to tell any one who is thinking that way that it just ain’t so Joe. I have done more suffering here for the last eight years than I did in the previous forty, but I have also enjoyed the most personal growth. It is one of the reasons that keeps me here and a major reason I love it here. I am suffering in many ways, but I am also growing. It all comes down to a matter of choice. Choice as to which directon we will allow our inevitable suffering to drive us, down or up, backwards or forwards. And thank God that at least we do have that choice.
Well wouldn’t you know it, after a week of stock market gains everyone is smiling and talking about the recovery being underway. But wait, aren’t those the same people that were just last week blaming the stock market plunge into oblivion on Obama’s stimulus plan? Does Bush now get the credit for the recovery since the plan he signed into law prior to leaving office is probably what is making a difference right now? Or, really who gives a %&# who to praise, or who to blame. What matters is that maybe things are turning up and that is a good thing, right? No not really. Because in the U.S. it is all a game and every event, good or bad, is used to wrestle power away from the other side. It is downright nauseating to tell you the truth. It seems that all the fat cats on Wall Street are clamouring for a “bailout” because if they aren’t bailed out, we’re all going under. Well what about me? When can I expect to receive my government bailout money? After all, I am down here making your dreams come true in Costa Rica and that is exactly what you need right now, an escape from the chaos of the U.S economy and the media that seems to relish in it. But the truth is no one really has a clue as to the way out of this mess, now do they? Not that they aren’t smart enough to figure it all out. No, it’s just that the collection brainpower of D.C. and Wall Street are preoccupied trying to figure out how to either gain as much political power as possible before the economic dust clears, or somehow “gain the system” and exit an even “fatter cat.” But who cares about us, the little people? Well they care to the extent that they can win our votes, but that appears to be about it. In reality we better stop relying on them and place more of our faith and trust in ourselves. So what does this all have to do with Costa Rica? Well, I am here to tell you that the best way to beat this crisis is to come down here and relax and rejuvenate. These days we are basically giving away vacations and you people still won’t buy. What do I have to do? Costa Rica ought to be a big gainer in all this. After all, it is the cheapest, safest and closest place where one can experience a tropical Latin paradise. So where are all the tourists? Get off you collective hind parts and go to 


















